officially.broke.

2010-01-29T00:43:00.002+08:00

oh well. was telling ppl abt dis cannibal story which hl gimme e link close to midnight one dae n i haf trouble sleeping coz its vv disturbing. i mean. how can a guy. whu kill n eat a ger up. be released n ish a celebrity in japan coz of e crime?

check his confession in the link:

http://peggychang.wordpress.com/2010/01/21/issei-sagawa/#more-4376

beware: e content might gross u out. it made me feel like puking after i read. like some gore hollywood movie but based on a true story straight frm e murderer pt of view. so read after a meal or smt.

2010-01-14T15:06:00.003+08:00

being hm w no jobs since e 15th dec has made me really really bored w no idea of wat to do animore at hm. already done spring cleaning of my room.. met frens for lots of dinners n movies n ktvs n drinkings.. i seriously nv look at movie listing n realised dat i watched 8/10 dats showing nw bfore. mayb its a gd thing dat i m starting working nxt mon.. i run out of hk shows n animes n mangas to watch too.. (even rewatched onepiece for e 3rd time!) n reading more n more books on ww2 onli made me feel happie dat i m alive w enuff food n water n shelter..

yest watched e fourth kind with hl. felt so cheated nw as i tot the 'live' recordings shown in the movie is real n i even tot of nt gg alaska animore since its so spooky! but came back n hl showed me dis link dat says e movie ish a hoax w mkting gimmicks onli! n e disappearing of ppl at nome is jus due to alcohol or harsh weather there. CHEys. but e skyline w aurora n lots of stars in alaska was shown at the end of e movie n omgs.. i jus missed looking at sky w sooo mani stars dat u cant even count..

so todae w nth to do again in frnt of my comp waiting for the time to come so dat i m supposed to go out n meet ppl for yet another dinner.. i was inspired to look for a niteview pic of grand canyon skyline due to a whole new world being played on shuffle on my itunes.. n tada! i found dis nice pic taken by someone on google. aint it pretty! makes me wonder if i reallie did see so mani stars dat day. i wonder wat type of cameras can take dis kinda pics. hmm. hopefully e skyline of NZ will b so pretty as well!

2010-01-10T23:49:00.003+08:00

just finish the book n movie of anne frank. hmm ever since i came back frm the UK i m more into those wars n personal account of wars so i read quite a few related to e nazi since roman empire is a bit tooooo far awway frm us so mayb i will start on it later.

originally i din read the foreword n i jus read frm the back of e cover dat its a gers account of hiding frm e nazi in holland (shes a jew)so i started n i tot it wasnt as nice as its in a diary format n shes onli 12 when she started writing. i din find it as interesting as the book by the last secretary of hitler nor the personal account of how a guy ran away n survive in e cold norway frm e germans coz its nt well connected together as a story but instead on a ger view on life n family n wat she wan to do after e war etc. but as i came to the last entry i was a bit stun as it ended abruptly. den i read e afterword n reaise dat they were betrayed n was taken away by e nazi to the concentration camps n stuff.. n onli one survivor of the 8. i dunno why but suddenli i gt all the goosebumps n jus started tearing when i read wat happn to them after e story. its jus a weird feeling frm readin e book bcoz e books i read bfore r frmthe survivors but dis was written by a ger whu died soon after dat.. jus 2 weeks bfore the camp she was in was liberated. e world will b better off with ppl whu r willing to help others in need rather dan to sacrifice others to safeguard ur own interests. reallie sad book. i will wan to visit the place they hid in at central amsterdam one day.

2010-01-09T14:10:00.001+08:00

Just testing this out. Join to help me break out of being broke!!

2009-11-16T23:49:00.002+08:00

11 nov 09 onwards.. i m a certified driver!! (auto onli tho) but still! super nervous dat dae. lucky lucky. if i fail 2nd time i will jus go bang my head on e wall n cursed all e cars around me. nv in my life did i fail ani impt exams/test. =( there goes my 300+ for nth.

oh well.. job hunt begin... felt weird to b sending resumes n browsing jobs webbie everyday.. its like e first time i look for job~ e last time was jus too easy. 3rd dae i start lookin for job i gt a call for interview. got e job on the first interview n start nxt week til nw. din even went thru ani failed interviews.. or sending hundreds of resumes n onli 1 reply agony... nw beginning to feel a bit of dat.. gt some calls for interviews.. but all at weird locations. i m so picky abt job dis time.. so i tink it wld take a while ba....... i tink my current job ish jus too scary. hopefully e nxt one wld b gd! prays

2009-10-29T11:31:00.002+08:00

ok.. dis ish an example of msning an ahtiong. after hanging out wif normal ppl like sl n cl n the ang mohs for 2 weeks. i forgot how it is like to tok to an ah tiong..

scenario: i send her an email before dis

she: i did receive the email. can u resend
me: huh why must resend
she: i did receive the email
me: oh. u DIDNT receive the email is it? u did or didnt?
she: i didnt. sorry

sometimes its a slap in e face to remind me dat nt everyone in the world is like the frens around me. n i do wish dat at least i work wif more ppl like me dan more ppl like them. ughs. jus asking her a simple ting in the morn can ignite a whole fone conversation of high n low pitch tones of long long sentences dat jus wun stop. quite a wakeup call i guess.

2009-10-28T18:15:00.002+08:00

heard a reallie interesting story during the introduction session at the contiki.. where we r supposed to say wats our fave color, animal, color of underwear, fold or scrunch e toilet paper n a farnie story... can onli remember dis one coz its reallie farnie..

so.. a ger was travelling in london n brought her dog along.. somehow her dog died in the hostel.. she called for a cab but nobody wld wan to take a dead dog in their cab to the nearest vet for cremation. she gt no choice but to stuff her dog into an empty suitcase n drag it to the underground n take the train to the vet.. while trying to drag the suitcase down the stairs (e underground in london is realli nt travel frenly) a guy offered to help her.. she was so grateful. u noe us gers jus cant wait to throw all the manual labour to the guys? e guy ask her wats inside e suitcase as its quite heavy.. obviously she cant say its her dead dog so she say jus her normal belongings etc.. n guess wat. the man ran away with the suitcase!! its super hilarious bcoz its a dead dog inside! i wld wan to see his face when he open the suitcase. hahahahh but on a serious note.. london underground ish nt all dat safe... so take a shuttle service when u r travellin frm airport to central london! draggin suitcases along the staircases is no joke.

2009-10-24T16:17:00.002+08:00

home for a rest. after a 12 days trip to britain. inclusive of a 8 days contiki tour (8 nites n we r drinking for 7 nites?!) oh mans. i jus reach hm n i m missing britain n e contiki ppl already. its def a gd choice gg wif e contiki tour coz its fun to travel wif 42 ppl who r frm all over e world.

every morning we will start off wif dis song on e coach...

e song ish so fitting for a coachful of ppl who look cuied frm last nite drinking n partying.

e trip ish more on sightseeing rather dan shopping. i came back with 1/3 of wat i brought there?! first time i din come back penniless frm a trip. castles visiting.. ghost walk at york (really spooky at certain spots).. scottish dinner wif a piper performing.. shiverin frm cold at the scottish highlands.. beatles tour at liverpool.. n harry potter pic taking at oxford n 9 3/4 platform at king cross. every nite was spend at a pub.. we only went clubbin wif them twice tho coz we r too tired to stay til 3-4 every nite.

british ish such a historical n pretty place! i feel like reading up soooo mani things when i m there. i ve decided tat i shall stop e anime n hk shows watching n start to read up on e history n culture of europe n uk! so mani places there haf lots of interesting stories behind them. oh man. starting to feel e start of the post trip depression..................

2009-10-11T21:43:00.003+08:00

4 hrs to boarding time. i hope no donald incident will happen again. omgs. been tinkin n dreamin of dis day for mths. n its finally here!!! excited.scared.nervous.tired after packing. squeezing one blazer, one windbreaker n one fluffy coat is no joke sia. my luggage ish FULL. (still can b extended wif room for 1-2bags, 2-3 dresses, 2-3 tops, 1 pair of shoes, 2 jeans/pants/skirts)

so exciting!!! japan trip wasnt planned by me at all so dun haf as much anticipation as dis. been browsing google map of central london til i can memorise the map quite well le. i tink i m gettin reallie good in geog with e inclusion of europe n uk! so nw.. jus prayin to meet fun n nice company during e trip n lots of cheap n goooood bargains!! oh yeah!

**UKing frm 12-24 Oct... my autumn 2009... =)

2009-10-07T17:14:00.001+08:00

i m so sorrie boss. but dis ish all dats on my mind right now. totally in hols mood. gone gone. my heart has finally left san fran n reaches london.

**note: dis is nt the singapore flyer >.<

2009-09-30T15:10:00.002+08:00

looking at excel with lots of numbers for 2 days.. copy paste sum average... rushing figures n graphs til 2 plus am n waking up at 7am to face e EXCELS again ish terribleee... i m feeling soooooooooooooo sianed while rushing the excels with an auntie in frnt of me talking non stop even tho i look like i m focusin on the numbers n busyyyyyyyy....

seriously.. i feel like jus walking out n go to bintan or wat for short hols nw n then!! everyone nids vitamins in life.. n luckily.... my vitamins is currrently UK! tinking of wat to wear.. wat to buy.. where to go.. what to see rejuvenate n revitalize me! whu nids massage n spa n all e pampering.. i jus nid long flightts.. lots of luggage to drag.. fun hostels.. drinks.. canon cam n e usual buddies!! jus googling e weather there i oso feel shiok sia. anything is better dan work n work n work with naggy ppl. i tink e nxt time i go for interview.. first qns to ask them will b is my direct sup a male or female.. female... old.. n single.. is an ultimate non touchable combo!! hazard sia!

ok. tokin abt hazards. damns. i m so sianed abt wat happen on 26 sep 09.. thanks to all dat remmeber n wish me luck... i felt SO lost after wat happen n was jus walkin around feelin like i nid to punch someone. luckily.. a nice meal n wine wif nice chicken wings makes me feel better n all ready for my 15 hrs non stop sleep. ughs!!! next time die die oso mus pass!!!! #@$#@%$%$%#$%#$%$#%$$#%$^%$^%

2009-09-22T16:34:00.003+08:00

oh yea! theres yet another ah tiong employed into the company! we can change name to little china already! omgs lo. i tot ok out in the workforce.. dun nid to haf contact wif them animore.. i m soooooo wrong.. i tink nw in the company.. 60% is ah tiongs lo.. be it they r already PR or haf been in spore or wat.. i m a minority in e company!!! *bu shuang* omgs.. if i reallie go n count.. i tink theres only 5 pure singaporeans in my company?! e rest are all PRs.. faints. i m so depressed. i m a minority in my hometown.. seriously e stupid gov ish giving out PR like tissue paper lo. anihow come spore to study for 1 yr den gt pr invitation letter. lidat oso can. i nid to go get a green card or someting soon. jus in case spore bcome little china.. which i tink is sooooooon. kopitiam oso them.. bus driver oso them.. go shoppin oso see them.. THEY ARE EVERYWHERE!!

2009-09-11T17:29:00.000+08:00

seriously!!! how i wish i m back in sch.. although sch gt a lot of ATs n ah nehs n weird ppl... u can choose nt to sit beside them.. nt to do proj wif them.. so basically u jus noe the face n tat hes in ur abc class. DATS ALL!

but in work?! u dun like the old hongkiee so wat? still haf to tok to him.. u dun like the ATs.. so wat?! u still haf to contact them make frens wif them so that they will work n u can do urwork.. *AANGRIEEE* why ish there so mani weirdos in e world?! hais. todae gt dis guy come for interview for accounts.. he go n ask me why mus ans the qns in the test.. why mus ans dis qns nt related to accounts.. he nw nt in the mood to do the qns.. gt headache cannot concentrate.. den argue wif me for like 10 mins abt why he dun wan to fill up the nt related qns n form. i m liek dis ish the company regulations of coz u haf to fill up? everyone fill up n hes e first person to tok so much! den he go on n tell me his sob story dat he n his wife ish conned by many ppl.. he dun trust ppl animore.. he dun trust local companies animore.. i m like wth.. u dun trust ppl how can u survive in dis world? u haf to do ur own judgement wat. 40+yrs old le still cant do gd judgement mehs?! den dun trust local ppl. seriously singapore is the SAFEST country in the world.. i dunno where else he can survive if he tink spore ppl cant b trusted lo. jus go to china n see wat happen. eat food oso will get poisoned one k. UGHS!

hais.. interacting wif ppl ish e most headache thing in the world. why e hell did i choose HR sia. i shld prob choose logistics or smt den jus count stock everyday. but i tink i will b bored to death. oh mans.. life cant b perfect.. but i wish ican find a place where at least i dun work wif weird ppl all e time.. dun nid smart ppl u noe. jus nid responsible n normal logical ppl can le.

2009-09-01T12:45:00.000+08:00

its all set. we r gg UK from 12 - 24 october!

our 8 day tour with contiki:
http://ph.contiki.com/tours/130-great-britain-winter

hopefully the tour is filled wif fun ppl.. as they r supposed to b for age 18-35 aniwae! pls dun let us meet some weirdos!! it will b a relaxing sightseeing 8 days... i m so lookin fwd to the ghost walk at york!! but other dan dat it seems like a tour full of sightseeing thingys..

so.. e focus is actually on the 4 days at london all by ourselves! booked YHA hostel which gt highest ratings at hostelworld.com.. pls dun let us meet weird ppl like the half naked guy in NYC hostel.. n.. plannin e london trip ish so much like plannin a new york trip! theres musicals... wan to watch shows like les miserables (nid to noe how to pronounce w.o xia swayin in frnt of the british..) wicked or chicago.. (no more shows like grease... =X) quite tempted to watch mamma mia as well! n omgs london bridge ish like so london bridgeish.. king cross station reminds me of monopoly... n dis time.. maybe we will skip e museums.. prob jus visit one free admission one if we gt no money left n nid to kill time... theres e palace, castle, oxford uni (harry potter!!).. mayb will drop by one of the garden? (doesnt it jus remind u of central park at nyc!)

suddenli 4 days at london ish SO nt enuff.. but considering our budget.. i tink mayb its a wise decision.. ahhh.. i m jus so excited abt e trip! lucky we din go korea as planned.. its so nt exciting... but egypt n south africa n the extreme sports in NZ is so tempting as well!! soon soon.. skydiving will b nxt!

2009-08-12T13:59:00.000+08:00

i hate it when ppl around me r gg travelling but i m NOT! sucks.. e feeling of being left behind in dis tiny dot ish suffocating. BOO. cl ish gg so mani places dis few mths.. n sy is gg japan dis week.. n mk jus told me he gg to london/paris/amsterdam dis yr end. *faints*!!!! DUN TEMPT ME! my bank dun haf enuff to fulfill dis sinful desires!

so lookin fwd to NATAS fair dis mth end so dat we can finally confirmed dat we r gg travelling in ocT! i jus hope that we stick to the relatively cheap korea instead of suddenli jump into bookin another country tour (like egypt.. s africa.. greece.. omg i m jus so tempted to go greece!) suddenli the grass look greener on the other continents.. oh well gerfren suddenli ask us out last weekend. like surprisingly la considerin his absence for abt half a yr? realising dat travelling ish nt as 'crazieely fun' animore. i shld start on the 'relaxing n peaceful' type of hols on my path to bcomin a demure n mature lady i guess. no more lame pics.

2009-07-06T00:14:00.002+08:00

hehe. inspired by my driving lessons recently. i jus feel like i m on dis looong loong road.. dunno whats at the end of the destination. feeling lost recently like i m driving on this road for a few hrs n i still cant find a gas station or a town in sight.. need to buy a new gprs to guide me to the correct place so tat i wun keep gettin lost. reallie wonder wats ahead rite at the end.. i NEED A GOOD GPRS SOON!!!

2009-07-03T21:29:00.002+08:00

so my day started lidats..

11AM:

received a call frm one of the boutique.. asking about her commission and why is she not entitled to commission when she is transferred to another boutique recently.. so she nag n nag its nt fair that she gt no comm at the transferred boutique.. so i feel a bit bad at first coz no comm at the 2nd boutique. THEn i check her sales figures, she did not even meet the min target of 10k to be entitled to commission. so why the hell is she calling me and ask me abcdefg abt her comm!? so i called her n tell her hey u did nt meet ur min target lehh so no comm wat. AND THEN she started gg on n on abt its nt fair la dat we change the scheme.. nw economic recession.. i dunno e situation nw.. last time they agreed to give her abcdefgfijk.....

seriously. even tho shes old, doesnt mean we shld give her higher salary when she did nt even perform 50% of a cheaper sales ger tat is much younger. n everyone is gg thru dis new scheme so why shld she b an exception. its nt like shes talented to the max and we haf to give her lots of $$ to retain her n stuff. HELLOOOO. dis ish nt japan wif e seniority wage scheme. go japan la if u wan to get paid according to ur age. its the age of PRODUCTIVITY. stop naggin n naggin. i realli gt no patience wif old ppl. zero tolerance esp when they start nagging.

12NooN:

someone called n ask me if i heard abt the latest news of the MONSTER doing in the company. he deserves the name of MONSTER in the company whereby dis dear nickname is shared by everyone within 1 mth of his entry in the co. so they keep tellin me wat he did.. how they cant stand him animore.. if he dun go someone is gg to quit.. dis ish like the 10th time i talk to them abt the MONSTER.. tryin to console them.. tell them jus endure... things will b better.. why nt we try dis n dat so that we wun get to handle shit from the MONSTER so much etc.. no matter how bastardish he ish (telling one of e sales ger to nt make him slap her in frnt of e customer). his skills as programmer n engineer is still needed in the company.. all we nid to do ish jus b polite n tok to him WHEN necessary so tat our paths dun cross much. i guess its more tiring for them since their jobs cross quite frequently.. but aiyos. u all dun haf the skills so how can i kick him out leh. if u haf the skills tat he possess.. or able to hire new one tat is not a monster. I WILL BE THE FIRST TO FIRE HIM!! but sadly, all of us cant do his work. so jus endure hell wif him ba.

3PM

ok. one of e manager call n tell me abt the old woman issue.. so she started nagging again. i dun understand ppl's need to explain the situation to the slighest details when u noe the other party know 90% of the situation. n since shes more senior dan me. surely she know how to handle without the need for me to worry abt the situation after she analyse ritee. its doing double work wat. if u can handle. go ahead straight. theres no one else more senior n exp dan u. sometimes jus haf to act ur age n exp ba. dun behave like a year 1 tat haf to ask everyones opinion bfore u can make e decision. there r SO mani times when she called n tell me abt situations abcdefghijk.. n then i haf to go n understand the situations, then find a solution, propose to my boss, ONLY to realise dat she haf already told him before me n they have already come wif a solution to that situation. i jus feel like a monkey doing wateva she do only to find that i m jus performing a show n no one is looking.

its hard to respect someone when she need to get opinion abt the simplest thing from the boss. n from e exp of her making me do double work 99% of the time. how can i nt b smart but to ignore her almost all the time? i m getting more n more tired from talkin to her. todae she ask me to do smt again so i just kinda flare at her n HINT her using the simplest thing tat nxt time jus follow e method, dun go do smt tat u tot is efficient but in the end make me do double work n the results is the same. i tink she get my hint tat i m gettin impatient by her already.

i was tinkin thru wat my aunt told me once. why i choose hr. its e most diff thing to do coz u nid to handle a lot of ugly issues frm the ppl. now i realli understand wat she meant.

bottomline: i am not happy at my job.

2009-06-30T23:59:00.003+08:00

oh no. dis ish bad. e old me ish coming back.. i m cravingg for MJ.. tinking of calling in sick every morn.. I AM BACK! e nua me that jus wan to haf fun n dun care abt aniting else ish coming back. haha. i tink i ve been pretty responsible n hardworkin for e past 9 mths. which can b considered a miracle as everyone noe i m nuaed. but... engine slowing.. MJ coming.. TA DA! i m back n i wan jus wan to b myself frm nw on! doing tings thats against wat i realli wan is tiring. like being nice to a AT at work, during lunch, n on e way hm reallie tires me.. theres a limit to how much i can make small tok to someone i dun realli wan to do dat to. my professionalism ish wearing out. i cant work wif ATs. its reallie reallie my limit. soon.. i will b myself again.

2009-06-24T16:15:00.002+08:00

i nearlie lost my laptop yest.. its such a scary exp. i was happily eating n walkin hm when suddenli i realise how come i m nt holding my laptop?! *feelin so relaxed coz theres no burden on my hands* n then omgs. my mind went blank! i went to bus stop to see if i left it there but dun haf. so i sat down n stoned. luckily i called charles n keith at j8 n they say they found it there.if nt i will jus cry la!! its like so mani work stuff inside which ish nt back up. if i lost it i m so dead..

so i m happie i gt my laptop back.. then. todae i received email frm e dumb dell that say my order is cancelled. UGHS. there goes my $1200 red laptop that i ordered last week. still waitin for them to get back to me abt e order.. its so weird. i nearli lost my old laptop but got it back. i ordered my new laptop but its gone. so. m i destined to continue using dis gg to 4 yrs old acer? *sad*

2009-06-19T16:28:00.004+08:00

its back to the daes when i always gt a shock when i update my bank book or check my balance enquiry.. why?! why does the number always go down?! why ish the withdrawals always more than e deposit?! e big qns: WHY AM I ALWAYS BROKE?

so.. this shall no longer be a general blog.. it shall be a blog to RECORD what i haf done to become dis state..

craziee expenses recently:

1. Japan + bag (est. $3.8k)
2. Driving lessons (est. $2k)
3. New Dell laptop (est. $1.2k) its a red one!!!
4. Fone (est. $100)

and to save up for upcoming expenses:

1. October trip to...... ? not confirmed yet.. but prob need to save $3k.. coz we r probably gg hokkaido! snow snowww!!! my white xmas dream coming trueee..

2. no other expenses coz no income to support it animore...

sux. being a salaried worker ish nt gg to take me aniwhere dis lifetime. i will always be stuck in dis vicious cycle of saving to travel then broke n save again to travel. i need to find new ways of increasing my finances!!! pls tip me if u haf a way of making money!

2009-05-17T14:04:00.002+08:00

it must haf been some bad karma or smt.. a simple n nice getaway to japan for 12 days can be filled with SO mani complications. its like e first time i haf to overcome so mani ups n downs jus to plan to go on a trip...

1. getting leave from my boss..

after working.. getting a 14 days leave is actually quite difficult! unless u r doin auditing. my heart was pounding when i take my leave form to show him.. i was like so scared dat i will be rejected! its been a while bfore i feel so nervous. hahah but lucky. its approved w/o much comments! *stage 1 completed*

2. swine flu appears...

n then.. e supposedly deadly n more serious dan sars flu appear.. everyday more n more countries kena.. watchin news is like watching the lottery numbers of e dae to appear on tv. whether the 4 digit number u haf (country in my case) is listed on the tv. japan wasnt listed initially n we tot ok just go ahead la wun b so suay one right... *stage 2 completed*

3. its in japan...

ok. 12 days before e flight.. after e flight. accomodations. sumo tickets are booked. japan gt e flu tingy. but because they r found on the plane. so we tot ok no internal cases. jus go ahead! but keep the plan on hold first jus in case..

4. its within japan..

nvm. 4 daes bfore the flight. internal swine flu case in japan. #$#%$^%^%&. gg to japan will b so troublesome.. with the checkin on the plane etc. hais. since its already so close to the flight.. we r jus going ahead. i mean kobe is a few hrs frm tokyo anyway n we r nt gg there.

5. sick.

ok. finally. external conditions like e stupid flu can jus ignore. BUT!! my wisdom tooth coming out.. so my gum is swollen.. throat inflammed.. n cant chew with my right side in case it bleeds. n huiling oso haf gum swelling same time as me n she haf to get an injection. i mean.. how can it b so qiao that both of us haf gum swellin (tho mine is coz of e stupid tooth) n falling sick jus a few days frm e trip?! we haven met for a few weeks oso so its nt like we spread to each other or smt?! i m so scared dat i will get fever coz of inflammation n got quarantined at narita airport. SOBZ.

ultimate suayness. dis ish how i feel nw sia. jus gg on a 12 days trip can b so eventful even bfore gg on e trip. i mean last time gg on a 3 mths trip to US was so smooth sailing can. jus a tiny litle 12 day trip can b like dis. BOO. mayb its a sign that i shld just work n work n work in singapore.

praying that the japan trip will b simple n NOT eventful please. my heart can take rollercoasters ride like magnum but nt dis type of ups n downs. haf to get an amulet straightaway after touchin down in japan for luck n health sia.

2009-04-24T12:07:00.002+08:00

it feels weird to haf nth urgent to rush dis few days.. last 2 weeks ish full of rushin dis n that.. den suddenli. jus doin filing n admin job n clearin e pile of papers on my table.. suddenli feel soooooooo nua n nuaed. if onliee i can spend one dae at a thrill ride park n jus spend e whole dae screamin at rides. dat wld b perfect.. smt to make my heart beat a little faster instead of jus beatin e same dae by dae.

so.. to motivate myself a little n to make dis life seems more bright n meaningful..

plans to achieved in 2009:

1) drivin license (basic theory on 29th! a little late but at least i m starting....)

2) Japan/HongKong/Korea (must plan some trips ahh if nt i will go dull in dis tiny dot doin e same things routinely..)

3) save $$$ to finance my plan 2. (limit cabs to 4 times a week.. its 2 times last week n 3 times dis week so far!)

4) start playing tennis! (oh well.. been talkin abt it since oct 08.. it will definitely happen by oct 09)

thats all i can tink of for dis yr... but i guess once i start learnin drivin den will be occupying my free time quite a bit le. as for work wise.. hmmm.............. no comments. aim for promotion/bonus ba? to fiance plan 2!

awww.. i nid some cute guys at work or aniwhere to brighten up my days. =(

where r e cute guys?! anione will do! (preferably tanned n tall n sporty with a great smile!)

2009-03-15T23:22:00.002+08:00

my life feels like some drama serial to me recently.. i feel like i m havin split personalities.. when with frens n at work.. life ish jus e same as usual.. but when i go hm. hmm. sometimes i m able to jus feel dat shes on hols. but sometimes its kinda hard.. i dunno how to describe seeing someone u luv gettin sick.. gettin weaker n weaker. n all u can do ish to wish dat her sufferin will end soon. i haf been gettin myself prepared for dis ever since she went hosp durin cny.. been tinkin of how it wld b like durin e funeral..

nw tinkin back.. i always tot dat when she ish leaving i will feel smt or see some signs? but i din.. it was jus a normal dae at work discussing abt money issues.. when i saw the msg: come home now. i jus told my boss abt it n arranged to work part time nxt week onwards. i noe its coming but i jus din expect it to b so sudden. feel a bit paiseh coz my colleague send me back hm n i wan to cry but i cant coz hes beside. so tryin to control in e car. e sight at hm doesnt seem real to me. i was hopin dat shes still waitin for me but she left oredi. n u noe in the movies. she din close her eyes fully until my bro came hm. such tings do happen for real sia. e first n last dae ish e worst. at least we r busy durin e funeral n there r a lot of ppl around us. but e last dae when she was cremated. well. i tink its e worst dae of my life. n oso e moment when they sealed e cof.

well. e worst is over. i m glad dat i haf lots of relatives n frens dat cares. esp those dat turn up unexpectedly.. n of coz ps for comin over everynite when i stayed up. i ve seen e ugly side of human nature as well. but i learnt dat in life u dun haf much time n energy. so jus ignore this kinda ppl. but its oso scary dat when one pass away. everything else is the same. e world still goes on w or w/o u. n its oso sad dat she din fulfil her dream of gg to a lot of places.. so dats y. no pt workin n workin n workin when u r young tinkin dat u can enjoy life when u r older etc. COZ. life ish short. when u die. onli ur family n frens will b around u. career n money will nt be missing u much.

feelin aimless recently.. wanted to quit my job but no one seems to b supporting me in dis. sigh. i shall jus wait n see how long i can tahan. n complain non stop as well. totally no motivation to go to work los. but ok la i will jus endure til oct den go travel! save up a bit in the meanwhile to support myself for a few mths w/o work. tsk tsk. feel like furtherin studies oso. but once i tink of need to write thesis i sianed. so i shall put dat plan on hold........ until i feel dat writin thesis ish quite fun.

whuever ish readin dis. pls treasure ur family. they r seriously e most impt ppl in e world.

2008-12-24T17:53:00.002+08:00

here i m.. sitting in the office on xmas eve at 5:55PM.. waiting for 630Pm to come.. WHY? why did he just wish us merry xmas n go off at 3PM?

dream senario: He came in and say: Merry xmas! u all can go off early today!

hais. but it din happen. the 3 pathetic us wishing for a 'merry' xmas.. onlie gt a 'sit in the office until 630' senario on xmas eve.... went thru coach website.. ebay.. blogs.. emails.. BUT ITS STILL 5:55PM!!!!!

hence i decided to post smt on my blog.

Review on 2008:

Maybe i shld do a proper review report on my 2008, with all the evaluations, analysis, summary and recommendations for a better 2009? it cld take me 30mins i HOPE.

just kidding.. 2008.. my last sem in NTU was spent peacefully. i got a 2 dae week, with 2 no exams modules n 1 S/U modules. HEnce, i only got one paper in my last sem (which i study the day before the exam). my lovely last sem in NTu.. how i miss e daes when weekends n weekdays make no difference to me AT ALL...

then.. the highlight of 2008.. we finally went to US.. after signing up in year 2 but cant go coz of PA.. original plan was to come back for convocation.. BUT.. we got psychoed by some evil guys to extend our trip for 3 weeks.. which caused me to use up my life savings.. *sobz* but the trip can be summarized by one word: FUN! seen pretty places (grand canyon is so grand!).. played like craziee.. take pics with all the awful n bo-seh poses.. happie happie times..

after suffering frm post-trip depression.. was forced to find a job as i haf NO MORE $$$. (sobz x 2) got a job on my first interview. no idea whether is it a blessing or nt? ever since then.. i became a workaholic... theres no more off work on time.. more n more workload.. went hm later n later.. even had to go back during public hols sometimes if theres nt enuff staff. i think dis ish karma for being so slack in NTU for 3 yrs.. i think the amt of time i spend at work this 3-4 mths amounts to the amt of work i spend in NTU for 2 yrs?! retribution is here..

nxt yr.. i just hope i will haf a job n wun get retrenched (*touch wood*). new yr resolution: make n save lots of $$ so that i can support my parents n go TRAVELLING! so i guess.. all i haf to do nw ish WORK n WOrk n WORK. no more work n travel.. onlie work n work n work n work n work (continue non stop)...

merry xmas n happie new yr!

2008-12-10T10:17:00.003+08:00

oh my.. 2008 ish ending soon.. time pass so fast! i was so sian at work dat i actually went to study the calendar next yr.. suddenly public holidays is so significant! next yr.. mths w/o public hol ish feb, march, june, july and october. SOBZ. i hate these months. how can you go two mths in a row w/o public hols?! i mite just die of work.

but on a happie note, there are a lot of public hols next yr on mondays! (to ppl like me who has to work 5.5 days public hol on friday makes no difference to me *sulks*)

end of the yr.. many customers are buyin winter wear coz they r gg on hols.. ps is at korea nw.. hl is still happily in states.. cl ish at taiwan nw.. everyday gt customers telling me they gg japan.. states.. korea.. etc etc. BUT.. i haf to wait til next yr sep/oct before gg on hols... arghs.

christmas is coming! wonder how i will spend xmas dis yr. n wat presents to buy.. e older i get. e less ideas i haf for presents! sui yue bu liu ren.

2008-11-27T12:20:00.002+08:00

huiling is getting ready to shop for black friday in states.. how i wish i cld b at the outlet malls rite nw.. i miss shopping there SOOOOOOOOOOOOO much. *sobz*

2008-11-23T02:29:00.004+08:00

i was jus tinking back abt life at states wif chengling yest.. saying how much we miss states.. n todae i went to see gavin's blog. OMG. he put tog some pics we took in san fran.. lookin thru e pics.. i can jus remember e dae we went san fran again.. low on fuel n turning round n round on e streets tryin to find the petrol station dat e gps show.. e rollercoasters like streets.. e pics we took at golden gate bridge.. vain pots posing for pics n acting like we r nt freezing tho once e cam is nt on us we huddle tog tryin to brave e cold! n.. i will nv forget the journey to san fran airport.. lookin out at the signboards wif tears.. knowin dat its e last time i will b wif dis craziee grp of ppl havin so much fun.. awww... GAVIN. do you have to do dis to me?! i m havin post trip depression again! ughs.

shld stop missing life at states n appreciate e boring singapore....

2008-10-27T20:13:00.008+08:00

first drinkin session with 4/1 at kok hse! in the end we din drink a lot n spend most of the time catching up.. gossiping.. lecturing.. n then taking lotsa stupid pics at 5am in the morn.. lots of super unglam pics taken dat can nv be posted!!

ahh.. glad we r still so close after 6 yrs.. after all e screaming.. tokkin v loudly.. gettin diao in public coz we r public nuisance.. fighting n pulling hair on bus.. we are all 'mature' nw! more n more serious toks.. and even inspiring lectures to xl!

conclusion of the day: humans are fan jian

1st lecture: you can never find anyone perfect

2nd lecture: dun tink too much.. JUST DO IT! (get a bf soon!)

hmm.. after all e pics.. i guess its still hard to believe dat we r more mature.. but seriously. we r so much more mature dan last time! lookin fwd to the annual xmas gathering @ kok hse. hopefully ken will come back n join us! we miss him n his havoc stories @ aust..

2008-10-25T18:53:00.013+08:00

went blooie (no idea how to spell) last sun wif lx they all for me belated bdae celebration.. went sy hse for mj n wii session.. dat mus b the shortest mj session i eva had. onli one dong feng.. nt even one round!!! had my strawberry margarita there! i miss vegas $1 margarita sooooo much..

gay pop by my store yest! was quite shocked to see him. as biz ish act quite sloww dis week n i gt nth to do (excuses) i went off for a short break at mac to catch up wif him. (why are we always at mac?!?!) he even had me take pic of him 'studying' so dat he can put on his blog.. *diaos* reallie luv catchin up wif ocean 10 n tink abt the times at states.. tho i always get a little post trip depression after dat... read hl blog abt her trip to hawaii.. *ouch* if onli e free airtran tics we got dat day allows us to fly to hawaii.. it wld haf been super fun to go to the beaches.. see the volcanoes.. go on road trips around e national park.. n of coz. end up watchin shooting stars at nite. huiling ish SO lucky to stay there for a yr...

why are we back?!

my current wallpaper!

went timbre yest for another belated bdae tingy. its another round of beer + margarita. oOps. been drinkin quite a bit recently.. dis ish so wronggg.. i m nt gg to drink for 1 mth! my loooong weekend has finally arrived! no more mondae blues for nxt week. i m so gg to nua at hm n do nth!

2008-10-19T12:24:00.009+08:00

jus luv drinkin session wif e craziee bunch of ppl i knew frm states.. went indochine to drink n play cai quan again.. (wats new?) hehe then a few ang mohs come n drag us to the platform to dance. the AM ish reallie cutee (or mayb its dark n we r drunk?) but too bad we gt chase down after like 1 min?! coz too mani ppl up there le. awww.. sadded.. went TCC to freshen up after dat n i rem luffing til my stomach pain over smt but i forgot wat?! tink ish the my hum tingy.. haha song da ish jus so classic.. nv fail to make us luff..

my craziee frens =)

e classic shot five guys five 'gers'

so glad its weekend.. was feeling a bit tired when i went to e speedwing event to find gerfren n chris. stupiddd gerfren said i finally look like a nu ren.. -_-'' so for the 2 mths plus he nOe me in states i m jus a little ger.. *sadded* but when i go hm n freshen up n wear NORMAL clothes to go out.. i feel so happieeee!! finally i feel like i gt a life. dis week everyday stay back in store.. =(

first drinking session wif 4/1 ppl nxt sundae.. *excited* after knowing each other for 6 yrs. its gg to be our FIRST time drinking tog. i wonder wat it wld b like.

2008-10-17T00:38:00.003+08:00

super tired.. work until 11 plus jus nw coz we changing display of the shop.. its a total revamp.. moving dis to there there to here.. nw its like a departmental store style! the shop ish becoming my 2nd hm.. i tink i spend more time there than at hm le wor.. but quite fun having mac delivery tog.. gt 11 stayed to help.. like picnic! e job nature reallie suits me more dan office. *ewww* dun like routine jobs. nw everyday doing diff tings. element of surprise! *jus hope dat staying til 11 plus ish nt a routine surprise can le*

anw... gt jay's cd already! most of e songs r soothing love songs.. tink hes in luv.. most of e songs feel v xingfu n happie. or m i jus feeling happie listening to his songs. ha ha ha.

my jay gt a pretty hot bod nw! nv knew his arms r tat tonedd.. enjoy dis song! i tink its v niceee =)

2008-10-15T10:05:00.003+08:00

watched eagle eye wif cl e other dae.. it suddenli reminds me of the first time we go at&t to apply for line.. we nid to call and confirm the subscription or smt.. n then we are tokkin to a automated machine dat can process what we say. i was so confused whether i m tokkin to a real person or a machine at that time. e movie ish pretty cool. reallie scary if we r all controlled by the computer.

ahh.. watchin e movie ish pretty irritatin in a way dat it will show places in washington n diff parts of US n me n cl will look at each other n give e *ouch* face. yest met a customer dat came frm chicago! haha i was askin her where did she come frm and when she say chicago.. e *ouch* feeling come again. it definitely doesnt help when huiling call me n tell me shes at hawaii dat time. *ouch* to the max. i m definitely gg back to states again... hawaii.. alaska.. yellowstones.. death valley.. n the nice private beach along california dat canice mentioned.. I AM GG BACK!! *sulks*

looking fwd to the ocean 10 outing dis sat! hope even hongda n baorong can make it coz e rest all can! except mr why is he nt 180 of coz.. drinking session! i m thirsty like gerfren n chris! hehe

2008-10-10T21:39:00.002+08:00

ahh.. sch life ish so much better.. jus nid to bother abt wat grade u get for modules.. pia a bit for reports n presentation.. everyday go hm watch online videos.. animes.. etc etc.. now guess wat i do everyday.. read news abt stock mkts n how bad the recession ish gg to be.. lookin at the news n figures on how bad e economy ish gg to b ish reallie scary.. sobz.. being an adult ish tiring. thank god i din take banking & finance dat time. whew~

2008-10-06T21:40:00.003+08:00

whew.. i m gg to get my pay thru cheque.. wah sehs.. i felt like my best fren jus left me jus nw.. but luckily it came back! *sunshine after e rain*! haha ok i tink it sounded super kuazhang.. BUT.. when ur first $2k brush past u coz u make such a stupid mistake.. u will feel jus like me! i was so sad dat i nearlie cry lo! felt like i jus went on a rollercoaster ride.. jus dat its a vv unpleasant one.. =P

*side track* i miss gg on rollercoasters ride!!

2008-10-06T20:57:00.002+08:00

i made e dumbest mistake of my life.. i actually gave e wrong UOB account number to my company.. OMG. dis ish like e STUPIDEST mistake of my life. here i m so happie dat its pay day n then i check.. hmm no $$.. n then i check e account number.. OMG!!!! *totally depressed* i m so gg to get a lect frm my boss.. it reallie ish a dumb mistake *sobz*

2008-10-02T23:19:00.003+08:00

i m officially 22. *sobz* feeling loved frm all the bdae greetings. my uncle act bot me a haagen daz cake!! *touched* went to gelare todae with sl n cl n they sign me up for a gelare card with lots of benefits til i m still blur. then we went carrefour AGAIN n got badminton racket.. haha after buyin $2 table tennis bat frm there gt gt a $8.90 badminton racket each.. all in preparation for our SS- Sporty Sunday! haha our plan this SS will be basketball at arcade again.. i m gg to sign up for the arcade card using passion card member discount n then we only pay $10 for $20 value and on top of dat.. i can get additional $10 coz its my bdae mth! hehe. shioks la! lots of bball game to play with $30!! and we will play table tennis and badminton after dat!

my bdae gift for myself dis yr will be..

been eyeing this ever since the last day at san fran.. decided to jus get it while huiling ish still at states! hehe

2008-09-30T10:58:00.005+08:00

in 2 daes time.. i will no longer b 'forever 21'.. i m gg to bcome 'forever auntie' oredi. =( leavin e age of 21 = gg into the auntified world.. SAVE ME!! dat dae met chris for lunch n he say i look old le! jus 1 mth of working i look cui liaos.. tink i always look vv tired @ work. my permanent eye bags n dark eye rings.. they r my loyal frens whu nv leave me. *sobz*

anw.. tanx all whu celebrate my 'leaving my fave age of 21* with me.. met up wif 4/1 ppl n had a reallie serious chat abt r/s. hehe reallie glad to haf dis grp of frens who always snatch food when eating.. lookin fwd to e first drinking session tog even tho we knew each other for 6 yrs! we mus move from always having ice cream n desserts sessions to DRINKIN session!!

met up wif WAT ppl too.. hehe song da ish so.. gullible?! he act believed me n sl gt a job as air stewardess!! i look at his face n reallie dun bear to lie to him animore.. haha when we look back at the daes in KD.. suddenli it seems fun huhs? tho we kept complainin abt e job when we r there.. but.. when we all look back tog.. its so fun! hehe brought them to tour my shop at suntec.. oh no.. song da know my shop gt no scanner.. mus look out for dis stunner le!! lets watch f1 tog next yr!

celebrating me n ah bao bdae
e oct babies
$$$!!
my fave present! tanx ps =)

work is so sian.. but! tml ish PUBLIC HOLIDAY!!!

weirdest souvenir frm states..

2008-09-25T10:34:00.003+08:00

guess wat i found when i m gg thru my stuff frm states yest.. dis feather frm washington dc!! *faints* no idea how it gt into my luggage n how it got into my posession in e first place! tink its e weirdest ting i gt frm states so far...

sporty sundae!

2008-09-21T23:10:00.004+08:00

an exicting sundae:
1)K Lunch- sang til wan to die..
2)Table tennis @ cl hse void deck
3)Bball shooting @ arcade in amk hub- shoot til i tink i developed arm muscles!

future sundaes (after K Lunch):
option 1: table tennis @ void deck
option 2: bball shooting @ arcade
option 3: cycling @ bishan park
option 4: blading @ bishan park
option 5: tennis @ yck
option 6: REAL bball shooting (after mastering shooting at arcade)

we r gg to lead a vv healthy lifestyle frm nw on! say goodbye to the flabby arms.. monstrous butt n 6mth pregnant tummy!

ughs

2008-09-21T01:01:00.002+08:00

had a reallie bad dae at work todae! ughs. yest one of our pdt was missing n after lookin thru cctv its coz of some idiotic n dumb china guy whu stole it. AND.. i had to chip in for the pdt even tho i m nt one of those sales ppl. but jus coz i m at the shop i haf to chip in n share their burden. HAIS. if i m nt so broke i realli dun mind sharing.. BUT.. considerin e brokeness state i m nw and dat i haven even gotten my first full pay n haf to survive on the miserable amt of money i haf nw.. *irritated* seriously.. tok money hurt feelings!!!! if i ever see e stupid thief i will jus kick him n make sure he gt no more fathers dae lo. *angriee*

mood gt better after gg to the elva new album showcase at expo wif sl cl n ah bao. dun ask me why dis combi. it jus happened inpromptuly. haha its free wif FM933 djs as host n she sang a few songs n gt games in betw.. gt dis v gay guy went up n dance.. omg.. he can reallie shake! vv gay tho!! wear skinny jeans.. she sang quite well live! i was amazed.. i tot her singing nt zai one. but in the end it sounded better live than in cd!

guess where we went after the elva tingy? golden M at changi airport! haha. dun ask me why again. it JUS happen again. n! we r so fan jian... we tok til when we reach mrt station oredi no train to boon lay.. n we haf to take bus frm airport back.. e tings we do todae ish jus so FJ! *faints*

gg to the airport ish a BAD decision.. me sl n cl r discussing where to go next AGAIN.. i went to the bookshop during one of my breaktime dis week n look at this book abt the wonders in the world.. so happie dat most of the wonders in US mentioned in e book r places dat i haf been to! =) but but.. it jus makes me wan to map out all the places i wan go next. i m gg to buy a globe n put at my hse.. to remind me to SAVE up so dat i can visit all those pretty wonders in e world.

coming up next year will be either japan or korea... =)

scary..

2008-09-18T01:11:00.002+08:00

jus watched wall e with wj n sy.. omg its such a scary movie.. i can jus imagine all of us being so fat n laziee in e future.. jus sit on the moving seat n use our fingers to touch e buttons to control everything.. n keep drinkin soda coz its free refill etc.. e ppl in e movie r like the fat n laziee americanx i saw in states!! *shivers* imagine e whole world becoming lidats.. its such a scary tot...

ate double cheeseburger jus nw.. OOOPS.. was tryin to curb the craving but cldnt resist! BUT!! i mus say.. e double cheese here ish NOT NICE!! *shake head* was so disappointed wif it! nt nice.. soggy.. meat v salty.. eeeeeee... i miss e nice n hot n yummy cheeseburgers!!! =(

edited video

2008-09-17T14:57:00.002+08:00

decided to edit e video a little.. din change much other dan e music n add in a few more pics.. its 10 mins tho... watch when u r reallie free.. =)

memories

2008-09-11T20:45:00.001+08:00

busy busy busy

2008-09-10T21:50:00.002+08:00

last week of work ish horrendous. i haf to plan work schedule for e shop n OMG. dun ask me why but i plan til siao for a few days! tanx god its over.. why did i choose HR?! like to meet ppl my foot. haha hmm adapting to my new routine.. tho my job scope ish still v open ended as my boss ish tryin to fit me into the rite place.. i m still adaptin to his flexible n open ended style..

hongda show me e vid he make n suddenli i feel like making a vid abt my US trip too to keep as memory. chris vid ish vv nice but gt lots of pics abt other ppl dat doesnt remind me abt aniting special hence i decide to make one jus for myself! =) it was a tiring past few days when i spend time at home after work to do the vid til 2-3 am n den go work... was so stoned at work todae heng i dun haf aniting urgent on hand!

lookin at the vid makes me feel like i m a third party.. n nt dat i m e one in the vid.. e pretty pics like yosemite n grand canyon are SO pretty until i haf to quest myself did i realli went there n saw such indescribable sights bfore?! haha tink i haf been seeing nth but ppl n buildings til i forgotten how it ish like to see such pretty places... =(

chengling ish gg vietnam!!
*jealous jealous jealous jealous jealous jealous jealous*

been tellin ppl dat i nid a break BUT then i realised i haf onli work for 2 weeks. oooops.

*seriously missing e daes @ states*

work..

2008-08-28T21:59:00.002+08:00

started working already.. will probably be stationed at shop selling vv expensive ties cufflinks n suits call TheExecutive @ suntec for some time.. well.. been following e boss around dis few daes.. hmm e stories n 'case studies' he always tell r pretty interesting n makes me tink. (haha i m finally using my brain after so long). n working at such a high end shop makes me REALLY sad.. ppl r buyin suits dat costs 1k plus.. ties dat cost 100+.. SOBZ. e world ish UNFAIR! mai tu liao. i aspire to be like them.. so rich til one receipt can go up to 2k+.. *faint* n here i m at suntec tinkin all e food ish so ex til i m so tempted to go mac n buy e $2 mcchicken burger..

oh well.. jus look thru chris new video n aiyoooo i m so glad i went states for e summer.. nw everytime i m on my way to work i will tink abt e fun times n it will put a smile on my face.. everytime i feel sad dat i m squeezin on mrt n bus wif all e workin ppl lookin v tired n shag n expressionless.. i will tink of e stupid tings we do at states n feel much much better.. charles say this 3 mths will prob b e happiest times n highlights in our life for quite some time n nw i seriously agree wif him. reallie realli tanx ocean 10 n all e ppl i met in states for lettin me haf such wonderful memories to help me get thru e mundane working life ahead.. no doubt i prob can get some sense of achievement at work etc BUT... i m so gg to miss e carefree life.. i m SO sad i cant act like a bag n as childish as i want animoreeeee... BOOOOOOOO. those whu r still in sch r so lucky. >.<

post convo pics..

2008-08-24T21:06:00.003+08:00

went studio to take grad fotos. haha finally wearin e grad gown tog wif my aunt. took some pics outside e studio coz one pic costs SO much inside. oh well.. feel bad dat i skipped convo BUT.. we still took these picts in e end. hehe hope e studio pics turn out well. its EXPENSIVE.. so it better be good..

my mums..

pre work depression...

2008-08-23T22:58:00.003+08:00

went for interview on wed.. gt employed on wed n startin work on mon. its SO fast til i m feelin reallie depressed n wonderin if i m rushin into it. if i say i nid to rest more i tink lots of ppl will beat me coz i haf been playin for 3 mths plus le.. yet i still tink its nt enuff! haha. my heart ish telling me i wan to play.. but my brain ish tellin me i nid $$.. all rite i m gg on mon to ask clearly wats my job scope n pay n leave n benefits etc.. dun b surprised if i say i m lookin for job again on mon.. heehee.. so tempted to jus reject n look again..

n i reallie feel like bangin my head on e wall when i look thru my wardrobe.. WHY did i buy so much clothes dat i cant wear to work de?! WHY?! why din i buy more workin wear?!?! ughs. how dumb can i be.. omggg n i din like gg out ever since i came back so WHY Did i buy those clothes for?! *faints*

and after trying out clothes.. i decided to stop snacking n eatin so much! i m gg to join gerfren in e resolve to lose weight liaos.. NO more chocs pls. (except for godiva ones.. yum)

new resolve

i m so going to miss sch daes.. someone pls rewind my life back to 7th of may 2008... =(

missing life @ dominator

2008-08-19T13:30:00.003+08:00

jus added josh on facebook n ! i realised i missed them a lot. these r e onli pics i haf of them..=( whu ask me to call in sick on my last dae of work.. boo. shld haf worked more durin e last week n spend more time wif them.. HAIS.

josh! reallie reallie nice guy~
thomas =) will nv 4get his superman bag..
trevent.. my eye candy hehe
yingying
missy! my fave sup.

gatheringss

2008-08-17T16:19:00.005+08:00

gathering @ speedwing office yest! it was nice to see everyone frm kd tog.. too bad lots of ppl frm rides n f&b nt there.. we r like minorities amongst all e lifeguards.. boo.

e onli non lifeguards there.. dry park ish e BEST! haha

kings dominion!

i luv newyorkers =)

went to celebrate minkok bdae.. n wow.. frm giving presents in sec sch n jc.. to giving $$ in ang baos in uni.. and now to giving cheques when some of us started working.. OMG. we basically went thru all stages of ways to give presents. its realie v kuazhang to give cheque haha but its amazing how we grow up tog! i wonder wats nxt. had a gd tok wif all of them yest.. been whinin abt how i dislike life in spore n hearing updates frm them.. hmm.. ppl tinkin reallie change after workin sia.. nw they like older men! >.< i m still at the sunny sporty guys stage.. ooPs. jus went career fair wif sl.. hais. let e job hunt begin..

e bdae boi n cheque giver

e 1st cheque given in e grp!

outside dear old mCdonalds.. no more cheeseburgers pls.

videos!

2008-08-15T00:49:00.001+08:00

e videos made during e trip..

by us to e guys before joinin them at nyc

by chris for e CIEE contest

life nw

2008-08-14T03:17:00.004+08:00

been tryin to adapt dis few daes to my old lifestyle.. it feels so weird to b doin smt i haf been doin all along. its like dis 3 mths nv happen bfore! if i dun haf all e wristlet.. bags.. clothes.. n pics.. i wld haf tot dat it was jus a dream! jus met up wif cl n read glk blog. dun we all wonder how we went on e chicago trip tog n ended up travellin for 18 daes? reallie glad we extended! to e hell wif convo! haha. life ish back to e same wif jus me cl n sl nuaing tog n mayb gg to the gym tml! (we prob end up watchin movie or eating as usual..)

its nw 3am in e morn n i m still debatin whether to eat smt or nt. hais. why did we develop e habit of eating maggi mee lateee at nite? its all e GLK fault for cookin mee at nite! reallie miss e late maggie mee sessions.. >.<

ocean 10 @ e airport

tis ish how i m feeling nw.. =(

well.. jus told some of my close frens.. but smt i reallie reallie dread came back in e family. (e dreaded C illness) hmm.. i guess miracles dun happen. boo. anw ive learnt dat life ish reallie fragile.. no one noes wats gg to happen nxt.. so jus enjoy life to e fullest! nt gg to waste my time animore.. my dream ish to work hard! save lots of $$ n travel to all sorts of places ive nv been to! for nw. i m jus gg to b a gd ger n stay at hm as much as possible.. e harsh reality.. reallie wish i m back in US with nth to worrie abt..

back in sg..

2008-08-10T18:38:00.002+08:00

i m back.. woke up to the fone ringing at my hse n for a moment i haf no idea where i m.. e journey to san fran airport ish reallie torturous! lookin at the skies n signboards noeing dat it wld b e last time we r driving in states ish so.. ughs.. me n sl prob scared random n AT wif cryin n luffin at the same time. we played enuff as random keep sayin n its time to go back but.. reallie missed e times in states wif all of them..

i m missing...

..skies at grand canyon at nite.. have u ever lied on ur back n see e whole galaxy of stars (endless diamond sky) jus above u.. waitin for shooting stars to fly across e sky.. wif a whole new world at the background.. and refusing to leave even tho its cold n shivering coz e sight ish jus too mesmerising n all we can say ish wow.. i reallie cant go back to where i used to be..

..braving e cold n wind on top of e hill overlookin golden gate bridge n san fran.. but insisting on takin lots of pics n smilin as tho its nt cold.. we r all camera pro by then.. =)

..running around in cedar pt to chiong as mani rides as possible bfore e park close.. rollercoasters rides r e best!

..gg on endless road trips.. singing n tokkin along e trips wif new n beautiful sights to see.. not noeing wat we will get to see ish e best.. luv element of surprises!

..fireworks at magic kingdom n epcot at disneyland.. having fireworks with music at the background ish awesome! it reallie feels like dreams will come true..

..bitching abt ang mohs using chinese jus beside them.. it feels so gd to b able to say watever u wan coz e ppl around u dun understand at all!

..calling in sick at work tog jus bfore gg out on yet another road trips back in VCU.. its fun seeing how each other call in sick... esp seeing ppl like gay callin in sick using such a hyper n cheerful tone. diaox. or sometimes acting so sick.. acting ish fun!

..starting steamboat at 2am in e morn.. preparing food at 1am wif everyone so tired n hungry.. watching stupid videos we took in e dae.. VR gone wild ish reallie one of e funniest video taken!

..eating maggi mee almost every nite bfore we sleep durin e last 18daes of travelling.. haf no idea why we keep eatin when we r supposed to b watchin our diet.. *clench fist*

..waking everyone up in the morn coz e guys jus set time but nt the alarm n i gt e alarm clock.. diaos. waking crispy n charles up ish a torture. it even made cl nt wantin to haf sons nxt time! haha guys r reallie laziee.. naggin at them to wake up n to bath makes me feel so auntie.. booooo

..taking lots of pics n videos.. nv met a grp of ppl dat luv takin pics SO much. i tot me sl n cl r bad enuff at taipei.. but look at them. they can take 500 pics in total a dae?! no wonder we haf like more dan 20 gb of pics n videos..

the trip ish full of adventures..

..stopped by e sheriff for speeding at 101mph during e first roadtrip..

..turned into the wrong lane wif a car coming at us (thankfully) at some distance awae in bright daelight during one of the trip..

..missed the flight to vegas even tho we reached e airport 2 n half hr bfore departure time.. reached e gate late n yet sat down at the seat to tok to donald duck.. dat ish reallie one of the stupidest ting happened so far..

..delayed flight to vegas for close to 5hrs.. blamed it on donald again.. vegas ish such a difficult place to reach! was given a free round trip tic but too bad we dun haf time n money to use it.. =(

..the guys gt a parking fine at san fran.. n we did nt pay coz e penalty ish to tow e car awae.. whu cares abt e rented car when we r gg back aniwae?!

..accident in san fran.. some dumb car bang into us when we stopped for a red light. diaox. the driver gt no license but they still call e police?! it was an interesting experience wif all of us negotiating wif them how to settle tings n coz their eng sux like hell.. gettin e sheriff down ish cool! tho it wasted our time as its our LAST DAE at san fran n we r rushing to mani places.. it makes our trip even more unforgettable n memorable... =)

seriously.. this 3 mths ish e best part of my life. tho at first its reallie hard to adjust n work wif e americans coz we r discriminated n they jus throw all e jobs to us.. but when i get to noe them better they r realli nice n it reallie feel gd to noe tat they r treatin u like one of them n lookin after u. i reallie miss e team at dominator.. n i m reallie reallie glad cl get to noe songda they all n we went on e chicago trip. we r so lucky to meet each other n travel tog for so long. its a mystery how we bond so well tog even tho we jus noe each other for 2 mths. it feels gd to b able to tok rubbish n act childish n stupid w/o caring for image etc etc. basically jus havin fun n be whoever u wan wif a grp of frens dats e same ish reallie reallie AWESOME!

being to so mani places makes me feel dat e world ish SO BIG. i wan to keep travelling n see pretty n super indescribable places like grand canyon n yosemite.. i reallie wan to b one of those travellers dat travel around n work to travel to yet another place.. coz there r so much more to explore in dis world.. i dun wan to b stuck to the routine life of a typical sporean.. work n save to start a family n then work super hard to provide for kids n then wait for retirement.. i reallie reallie dun wan my life to b lidat.. but i noe.. jus haf to accept it coz theres no wae out. me sl n cl keep tokkin abt saving up $$ jus to travel but deep down.. we all noe its nt gg to happen.. everyone around us.. our family n frens.. will jus influenced us to lead e typical sporean life. how can we nt save $ n jus spend on travellin. my mum will jus kill me.. how can we nt get married? everyone will jus keep naggin.. i do wan to get married one dae n haf kids BUT.. nw.. i jus wan to keep exploring e world.. so mani places to visit.. so mani tings to do.. so mani tings to see.. i m at least glad dat dis 3 mths.. i get to live e life i wan e most.. at least i had a taste of how my idea of a perfect life ish like.. been there n done tat. nw. back to the normal life i noe..

life so far

2008-07-26T14:40:00.002+08:00

haf been travelling around e states since 6th july after finishing work at kings dominion..

6th-14th
florida- went to all e worlds in disneyland n 3 outlet malls. magic kingdom ish awesome! its jus a happie place n e 3D show ish super gd! its e best 3D show ever its act 4D coz gt water n stuff but wow. i m amazed. e fireworks at magic n epcot ish GOOD! i luv it.

oh well. we missed our flight to vegas even tho we reach 2 n half hr bfore n we sit outside e gate 15 mins bfore departure. haha i haf no idea wat we r doing. we jus sit outside n tok n den i saw e plane pull awae n we r like omg did we miss our flight?! tink we arrive at e gate too late n din realise dat e massive amt of ppl outside e gate r act waitin for e nxt flight n nt coz they haven board our flight. dat ish such an experience! we r on standby for e later flights to vegas n tanx god we got on coz if nt we will prob haf to spend e nite at the airport. whew~ wrong lanes.. caught for speeding.. missed flights.. i hope nth else come up!

14th-17th
las vegas- went up n down e strip. weather ish SO HOT omg. nearli melt under e sun. anw its realli fun coz u can order free drinks in e casinos as long as u r playing. so we keep sit in frnt of e jackpot n order drinks. its jus too hot to walk in e afternoon. e fountain musical at bellagio ish reallie nice!

17th-21st
sanfran- tanx huiling for hosting us. she gt a realli cool house with basement n garage! tho her hse look at in e middle of world war when we r there but we luv it! had our first homecook meal at her hse after 2 mths. e eggs r reallie nice tanx to her hsemate. stayin at her hse make me feel like stayin at cali n nt return back animore. hehe

22nd-nw
new york city- went back nyc to meet up wif e guys n e lifeguard gers. there r 20 of us dis few daes but e gers r all leavin soon so after tml there will onli b 10 of us left. n omg. e guys had became crazier in e 2 weeks we din see them. its scary!
anw! went broadway to watch grease yest. first broadway musical! its fun to dress up n walk around in times sq after e musical. but guess wat we did. we went m&m world to kop free m&ms to eat coz we r so hungry. haha after stayin here so long. we haf became kopsters. we try to kop as much freebies as possible. omg. i m like so ah tiongish here. someone pls save me when i go back. I DUN WAN TO BE AN AH TIONG!!

will be gg boston.. las vegas again.. grand canyon (haven been there!).. LA.. and back to san fran again bfore coming back to spore! will b touching down on national dae! will sing e national anthem on e flight back. *promise

final decision

2008-07-04T14:30:00.002+08:00

after much temptation... i m gg to skip convo n travel wif e guys til 8th aug!

philadelphia trip 22-24th june

2008-06-26T04:57:00.003+08:00

back frm e first road trip alone wif jus e 4 of us gers! i feel such a big man zhu gan dat we r able to go on a road trip ourselves w/o any help frm e guys! who say gers cant travel around alone?! e gps ting ish damn dumb. dun ever rent car frm budget.. look at wat e gps show us. our car ish totally displaceD!! we drove safely after e lessons learnt previously n only gt lost coz of e dumb gps.

anw philly ish a pretty small place.. we went to e downtown n walk around e first dae. den we went south street to haf e famous philly cheesesteak n end our dae wif hard rock cafe.. den we went to the eastern state penitentiary which used to b a prison. its quite interestin bcoz we get to walk thru the ruins n see e cells n how the prison changed over e time. its quite a diff experience frm e museums we went to in chicago. we den pamper ourselves wif a nice meal in a restaurant oppo e eastern state with a cute waiter servin us! den we went to hersheys chocolate factory n i learnt dat theres actually a city call hershey! e place ish realli cute with hersheys kisses shaped street lamp.. n street names like chocolate ave n cocoa ave. bot a lot of stuff there coz its all so cute. we found a cinema on e way back n watch e first movie in states! went to adventure aquarium which ish quite a waste of money on e last dae n shoppin again!

time flies when u r havin fun.. when i first arrive. time ish so slow coz we r stuck in doswell with nth to do. i rem missin hm a lot while workin in e first 2 weeks here. but nw.. e ppl at dominator r v fun n nice to me.. get to noe realli nice ppl here.. i jus wan to go on more road trips. drivin around ish realli fun. u feel so free n dat e world ish so big. i jus wan to keep explorin e world. 2 weeks left in kings dominion n den we r off to travel 2 weeks n... i dun wan to leave here... =(

potomac mill trip 19th june

2008-06-26T04:22:00.003+08:00

e car boot ish realli big

14 of us in 2 cars..

dinner at thank god its friday!

e boot after one dae of shopping..

e 2 guys in e boot. tanx!

buffalo wild wings

2008-06-26T02:49:00.003+08:00

2008-06-21T02:34:00.002+08:00

went to buffalo wild wings to chill out n eat on tues nite. they haf 14 sauces for e wings n it gets hotter n hotter. n e hottest one ish omggg.. eat liao ur tongue will numb n u nid to rest a few mins to get ur tongue back one. smt like ma la huo guo type. took lots of spastic pics again.. haf been takin unglam n spastic pics ever since e chicago trip. bfore dat all e fotos r like so nice n scenic. but ever since e guys start to take pics of us. we became more n more unglam. ughs.

supposed to go on the kd employee trip to potomac mills e outlet for shoppin but in e end they dun haf our names altho we sign up like beginnin of may! damn irritating. heng e guys gt 2 cars n r gg potomac too if nt we will b stranded in vcu with nth to do on our off dae. we felt quite bad coz in e end they haf to squeeze 14 ppl into 2 cars. n gavin n charles haf to sit in e boot.. after e shoppin trip we went to dinner at TGIF n.. e chris gavin n charles bcame craziee! they jus went craziee n tok non stop n act jay chou for e whole dinner n we keep luffin like mad. i tink we r like public nuisance dat dae at the restaurant.. its scary when they r tired.. their pervertic twin will come out..

went to virginia beach yest.. we jus slack at the beach.. play frisbee n in e sea coz e waves r pretty big n quite fun to jus stay in the water n let the waves sweep u around. haha took lots of bian tai n spastic pics again.. but its reallie relaxing. e journey there n back ish pretty exciting. on e way there.. gavin turn into the wrong lane n heng e incomin car ish still quite far.. den on e way back.. theres hail storm. we can hear e hails hittin the roof of the car.. heng e hails r onli dime size i tink n last for a few mins nia if nt its realli quite scary... gg to philadelphia dis weekend. hope its fun tho it wld onli b e few of us coz e others gg florida.

pics frm chicago trip

2008-06-16T00:38:00.009+08:00

our car

pre departure

pillowss

lake erie

cedar point!

pretending to read e map.....

ferris wheel!

cedar point frm e ferris wheel

free food kop frm e restaurant

one of my fave rides. super exciting

my fave ride!

chicago trip

2008-06-15T02:49:00.003+08:00

jus came back dis morn frm chicago. hehe its my first roadtrip n its fun! thanks to e crappy guys dat went along wif us whu keeps gg oh yeah n uh huh....... shall blog here bfore i forget wat happen

mon nite:
we left vcu at around 11pm.. its a 14hrs drive to chicago

tues:
we decided to stop by cedar point amusement park which is a sister park to our theme park so we get in for free! its a gd decision coz it jus woke us all up! e rides there r like up 10 level frm e rides in kings dominion. suddenli dominator n volcano e most fun rides here r like peanuts to e rollercoasters there. its super fun! n we gt tired around evening time n wanted to left. but! we drop by a restaurant n saw lots of singaporeans ther working too. n chengling met her frens there n got us free fries n milkshakes which energized us! n after dat we chiong e rollercoasters again. i cant believe we r runnin to the last ride at 950pm coz e park close at 10. its like runnin for the bus back to vcu in kings dominion everyday. n i always hate the ppl whu runs to the ride when we r closing! nw i understand how they feel. we end the dae wif the dragster (i tink its spelled lidat) dat goes super high up 500 feet? at 120miles per hr. its supposed to b e best ride there coz its e highest n fastest. n there r fireworks when e park closes which makes e dae so perfect! lots of pics to b posted up.. we took 400 jus on tues.

wed:
we slept on e car on e wae to chicago n reach at abt 8. then we went to e magnificent mile in chicago which ish v similar to the streets in newyork wif all the boutiques along e streets. we went to the museum of contempory arts too i tink. n i haf no idea why but we end e dae wif watchin fireworks again at chicago. fireworks ish nice to end e dae wif. =)

thurs:
went to the field museum. suddenli feel so cultured sia keep gg museums. its pretty interesting. went to the natural disasters n ancient egypt n saw lots of mummies! its quite scary coz we went in late n there r no one around n all around ish mummies of children n animals. den we went to watch a play call 4 play which has 4 short plays. e plays r super open ended. they jus act a part n let u tink of wat cld b e story behind it.everyone has diff versions. den we went to a jazz n blues pub to chill out which is recommended by some guys chris make frens wif durin e play. its more of a place to chill out n listen music dan to dance. we ended up playing shithead in e pub. its so farnie. it started off wif all the subtle hints to ur partners. den me n gavin started e v obvious n stupid actions to show each other dat we gt a complete set. and! omg. everyone started doin super spastic n big actions til i dun dare to catch anione. by the time we reach our hotel its oredi 5am!!! omg. n we onli haf 2-3 hrs to sleep again. no wonder my face ish super cui nw. sianssss

fri:
we went to premium outlet! n guess wat. hehe i bot a coach bag. it reallie stab my pocket sia. i m nw havin cash flow prob if e stupid wachovia still dun gimme my pin number for my bank account. shoppin ish so fun. n we r gg to another outlet mall to shop nxt wed! haha i m so glad i gt 3 daes off nxt week. act i m realli sick of workin oredi. e remainin weeks left i m jus gg to haf fun n travel! well we left chicago at 5 plus n started e long journey back to richmond... hmm. its fridae e 13th n we r realli suay. when gavin ish driving we gt caught by e traffic police for speedin at 101 miles. its act quite scary coz onli gavin went out n he gt handcuff n was sittin at the back of e car n we cant get out. n bfore e trip. they were tellin us dat another guy gt caught speedin back frm washington n need to go to court!! we r at indiana at e pt of time. but luckily the sheriff jus give us a ticket. n i hope its jus a ticket coz we dun understand how to make payment for the fine. but.. omgggg our trip ish like full of adventures sia. tho i tink dis kind of tings once ish enuff le.

well nw ish sat n we r workin. its so tiring.... shall post e pics when i gt them.

2008-06-08T21:15:00.002+08:00

e weather ish so hot nw. this few daes its like 38 degrees n above n yest went up to 45! everyday i feel like dyin when i m workin.. i miss e cold weather when we jus came sia. i wan my 9 degrees back again!! anw we r so sian abt work dat when cl met dis grp of ppl who ish plannin to go chicago nxt week.. we decided to jus call in sick n go wif them! so i m gg chicago frm mon nite to thurs! dun ask me why i m gg chicago.. we jus nid to escape frm e boring n hot life here. i hope its fun coz i haf no idea what ish there to do.. we r jus gg to tag alongg hehe.

i luv rollercoasters!

2008-05-30T08:18:00.007+08:00

i realised dat e scariest part abt riding a rollercoaster ish when u r lookin at it n deciding whether to take it or nt bcoz... once u ride on it.. its DAMN AWESOMe!! (e locals luv sayin awesome!) we went to e park to play yest coz its our off dae n omg! i m nw in luv wif rollercoasters!! we tried grizzly e one i m operating.. a wooden rollercoaster dat keep goin up n down n its super bumpy n scary coz u feel like u r goin to fall off soon. n we tried dominator and volcano which r both floorless n will turn upside down. n shockwave dat ish standing up! omg! i tink i mus b craziee to sit all these rollercoasters coz they r freakin scary BUT! once u ride on it. u will LUV e feelin! i m goin to try all e other rollercoasters on my off daes! there r total of 14 in e park! YEAH! e onli perk of workin in a theme park...

dominator (longest n newest floorless roller coaster) - i m operating this ride dis weekdaes! super fun coz e ppl riding it r all v excited n craziee

hurler (wooden rollercoaster)

grizzly (my ride!)

merry go round (we din take it tho)

shockwave (e one dat ish standing up!)

volcano (floorless n SUPER fast!)

e crypt (with fire n water)

pics

2008-05-26T08:21:00.009+08:00

view frm vcu dorm

my uniform and e shuttle bus dat took us to the dorm n to theme park

niagara falls

rainbow!

boardin e maid of e mist

its so cold at nyc so we wear our ugly but vv impt windbreaker frm the theme park

v nice godiva choc with strawberries inside for onli 3.95!!

our hostel room on first dae at nyc for 80 dollars per person a nite

mixed 8 ppl dorm for onli 30 dollars per person a nite.. a guy was sleepin with onli his boxers in my room.. hehe

a guy walkin 5 dogs of diff heights along nyc

times sq

diamond stadium for baseball game

must haf hot dogs at baseball game!

maymount park

its so cheap!

after 5 hrs in walmart

we nid a trolley to carry all our stuff back to e rooms

our rm after walmart!

2008-05-25T02:28:00.002+08:00

we had the whole weekdaes free. so wat i have been doin ish:

mon: shopping at walmart (we took 5 hrs to shop finish)
tues: shopping at short pump mall
wed: shoppin at willow lawn
thurs: went maymount park and carytown n baseball at nite! e richmond team ish realli lousy tho but e tics ish free so its ok i guess
fri: shopping at regency sq mall

so u can see dat on my free daes i onli shop. haha shoppin ish realli fun here coz u can get realli cheap stuff if u find hard. but frm nw on we r workin everyday n onli haf one free dae a week. i m workin frm 10 to 10 todae n its so sian. but i guess i m in nid of money to go travel in july.

2008-05-22T22:46:00.002+08:00

moved to the vcu (virginia commonwealth uni) dorm oredi. i tot it wld be like a city BUT its still jus a town. hais. n gt lots of blacks here so we always come back bfore dark coz its like so dangerous! dat time we jus walk to kroger 10 min frm our dorm n a black in broad daylight ish like tryin to get money frm us n scoldin us all e f words when we ignore him. idiot. but we met some reallie nice ppl! yest we went at&t to get our fone lines n the manager gave us baseball tics! even tho we jus spend abt 10 dollars each. he jus make our dae lo.

anw dis week nt workin weekdaes so we haf been goin around shoppin in virginia. nw every shop oso havin sale so we can get realli cheap stuff frm each shop like less dan 10 a top. so shiok. gg to maymount park later. i hope its pretty. wanted to go to the pubs but its like so dangerous here so we haf to come back bfore dark again. =(

2008-05-19T03:02:00.004+08:00

having my break nw. i m operating a wooden roller coaster called grizzly.. its those rides dat jus go up n down n round v fast but no upside down tho. its quite tiring to keep bendin over n check their seat belts but sometimes u get to meet realli nice ppl whu will smile at u n tok to u. e kids here r REALLi cute! oh but last week was REALLI cold. sun e rides stop operating at 5 coz its rainin super heavily but i dunno y e park dun let us go hm. so i haf to stand in e shelter wif the wind n rain blowin at me in 9 degrees but i onli havin my shirt pants n a THIN wind breaker on. i tot i wld freeze to death dat dae. then when we can finally go hm i haf to run in e rain for 10 mins to get to locker n then run back to the hotel which ish 10 min awae. e wind nearli blow off my umbrella! its like those tornado shows where e tornado ish comin. its SO scary dat dae. coz there r mani tornadoes warnin near my area.

anw! i went new york city n niagara falls frm mon to thurs. after being trapped in e park with nth to do its like a release frm e jungle into e city lo. i luv walkin down e streets shopping n ppl watchin. we went e typical places in nyc like times sq wall street fashion ave etc. n then we went niagara falls on tues. e first time we saw e falls its REALLI cool! its so big n wow lo. we saw e falls in all angles. frm e sides at nite n then we sit on e maid of the mist n saw it frm e bottom too.. but we spend a lot like 500 for jus a 4 daes trip. so i tink i realli haf to work long hrs here to go on trips again.

dun realli haf time to upload all e pics frm nyc coz we took like 400 plus. so jus see e niagara pics

2008-05-08T20:55:00.003+08:00

finally reached richmond after the 4 transfer flights. omg i hate taking flights! i nv wan to take planes again! e custom n security ppl at LA r realli frenli (flirty). its act quite fun to tok to strangers all e time. well virginia is a realli historic n foresty place. we jus saw trees n trees on e way to our hotel nxt to the park. and nw we r stranded in e hotel! all dats near e hotel within walkin distance is a subway which is in e middle of a truck trainin school. there r lots of truck drivers (fat) in overalls when we r buyin subway. felt kinda dangerous coz lots of blacks come in too. omg i hate being stranded. there r no shuttles to town until nxt mon. thank god dat we r havin orientation and working durin the weekends. if not all we r doin ish sleep n eat n online. i m dyin of boredom nw!!!

pics we took durin the long long journey to richmond.

1 dae left!

2008-05-05T20:34:00.003+08:00

finally leaving tml! i m nw all packed n ready to leave. nt sure if i will b bloggin a lot since i m nt bring my laptop. tag me here or email me at my hotmail account if you wan find me or buy aniting... will help u buy if e ting ish SMALL n LIGHT! i wish i wld see a cristiano lookalike in the states *dream it will b even better if hes working wif me! haha. dun worrie ppl i wun do anitin drastic over there.. well. i realli realli dread e flights tml n life w/o chilli nw. i tink i wld prob die w/o chilli.... anw gd luck ppl wif finding jobs.. internship.. etc etc... cya in july! =)